Tuesday, August 01, 2006
hmm, wed is vetting!! arghness!!! n i still cant really get xiao's steps. im like so dead la! i really hav no idea y but i will listen to the song whenever i have the chance too. i dont practice at home to be trueful but i usually will prac during my item's session with the others girls in xiao's item while the rest take their break. hais, maybe i should practice at home which is quite hard cos my parents will tink im crazy n my house is to prac scary xiao's step, haa!
my these few days has been dance dance dance. hmm, today's our 1 yr anni n i have dance later. i might also hav dance prac on my bday n his bday. hais, so sad rite.. but i definitely hope tht all our efforts r worth it! that our concert will turn out to be a blast! (: n xiao has been real encouraging. i noe im still not a slut yet cos im like pretending to be one n i feel awkward touching myself during his dance but will try hard lo. haa, xiao must be stressed out that he entrusted me with the task, hais.
as for koko, hazie n my item, everythings gg well. we kinda finished the item left with some minor details like transitions n stuff!! wooohoooo finished teaching my 'snake' n 'watch my waistline'!! woohooo!! (:
haa, but my parents were not v supportive of my concert. my mum is quite conservative n she's afraid that she'll be embarassed by me. hais, watever la. kinda hope my family will come cos it's like not many chances do one get to choreo n present their choreo in a concert.
oo, but i felt really guilty towards guilly. ive commited myself frm the start. budden ive been putting my priority on dance rather than guilly. partly cos in dance it's not all abt 1 person but the timing has to be fixed to cater to everybody's timing. n if i miss out on a dance prac, it's my own lost, cos i'll have to learn frm someone else with nobody to clean my steps n stuff. arghness, budden it's like sometimes i wonder.. i haven been to guilly for so long, will i feel weird gg back there? cos the past few weeks has been practices n performances n competitions so i dint manage to go for the sessions. n i'll most prob go back after my concert which is like september? hais i feel real bad ): it's like maybe i shdnt have commited myself frm the start so i wouldnt feel bad now ): watever la, n i miss the kids esp whenever i read kailin's or qing's post on the kids n wad happened during guilly sessions.
but one cant have the best of both world yea?
my room this sem sucks la. i'll have no privacy at all cos of the location of my room. goodness! n it's so dirty but luckily ive cleaned it up already. my part only la cos i need to rush for bellydancing class n lazy hazel only cleaning up our room today! haa! winnie's room on the other hand is really nice sia!! oo n thanks for ur vacuum cleaner n mop (:
hais gtg le, tata world/
oo, 1 yr (: